Wednesday, December 24, 2008


Yesterday, I went to the Miami rescue mission to volunteer. I was helping sorting out countless toys for the kids. Thinking about the impact a toy will make on a child’s life made me relived my childhood where my brother and I would try to stay awake to catch Santa Claus. My parents always succeeded in waiting for us to fall asleep to put the gifts under the Christmas tree. It was indeed the best of times. If my help brought that special spark in a child’s life than my duty was all worth it. Actually they were helping me more than I was helping them. The gift of giving unconditionally puts us in a special embrace with the universe. You should try it sometimes.

Friday, December 5, 2008


Tonight, I looked at the moon and only half of it is lit up. I get goose bumps every time I gaze at its beauty. It is indeed majestic and surreal. Jupiter and Venus are also bright in the Southwestern sky. I feel like a fish inside an aquarium looking to the outside, I sense that there is something beyond that glass, but I just cannot comprehend it. I just cannot put my finger on it.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The madness within !!!

You see when my father passed away on Dec. 19, 2006 ; that's the day i stopped believing in GOD. I set out to prove that he did not exist and after a long two year battle with my inner demons, i finally succumbed . I knelt down and became aware of his presence and begged him for his forgiveness for doubting his existence.In the long run after being exhausted with banging all of your wits around, you have come to realize it is very much futile to be mad at GOD. I know I have gone mad over it. If you think you want to take on GOD, make sure you are ready because in the end GOD will demand an answer from you. Trust me, I know...