The madness within !!!

You see when my father passed away on Dec. 19, 2006 ; that's the day i stopped believing in GOD. I set out to prove that he did not exist and after a long two year battle with my inner demons, i finally succumbed . I knelt down and became aware of his presence and begged him for his forgiveness for doubting his existence.In the long run after being exhausted with banging all of your wits around, you have come to realize it is very much futile to be mad at GOD. I know I have gone mad over it. If you think you want to take on GOD, make sure you are ready because in the end GOD will demand an answer from you. Trust me, I know...